This summer its felt like my energy has been transferred on to Silly Putty and pushed, stretched, rolled in a ball, flattened, and reshaped. Then it stops and I think, ah, what a relief it’s done, but then it starts again, stretch, pull, flatten, etc. It’s exhausting.
There are times when I think, maybe I’m depressed. Although, it doesn’t feel like depression and that’s trying to fit a new experience into an old paradigm.
I’m not alone. I see over twenty clients a week and all of them are having a sort of ‘Silly Putty’ experience. For some it’s big outward upheaval; moving, relationships ending, jobs ending, narcissistic bullying, the crazies in their lives getting crazier, unexplainable illnesses, secrets being revealed, etc. For others it looks like their lives are just rolling along and yet, the inner upset is equally real.
What is it?
I’ve meditated on it. Asked Spirit to provide me with answers and this is what I got.
If we travel below the layer of ego everything is unknown. Fortunately or unfortunately our egos are our anchors of ‘safety.’ Its time to let go of the false anchor.
With wild abandonment step into the unknown, whether its within the chambers of your heart or actual new destinations/experiences in the outer world.
The days of the gold watches, retirement plans, white picket fences, are in the rearview mirror.
Things are currently shifting so quickly that even if we believe we know where we are going, it can shift like a flip of a switch with new information, loss or gain.
Everything that is happening on the outside is to point us back inward. If one refuses to look in and unravel the lesson to heal, to become closer to Self then BAM! The lesson is going to come again bigger and stronger.
The consciousness of earth is up leveling.
Denial will not be accepted in the new world. A light will be shown brightly on it. In personal matters and in worldly matters.
Great, so we have some interesting information but how can we as humans having a spiritual experience, often forgetting we are Spiritual beings having a human experience because our fears surrounding survival (the body), scare the poop out of us, find calm in the new norm?
Surrender within seven deep breaths and accept it. Accept it all, even with it’s unseemly ugliness, the pulling, the stretching, and perhaps, just maybe, in some alternate universe you might just be a comic character picked up on some Silly Putty being stretched until you are goofy. LOL!