a bumpy ride...

Lately my lessons have been about trusting myself and hearing my inner voice. This isn’t so easy when your friends, family, spiritual advisors and son all have wonderful opinions that perhaps differ from your “gut feeling” and when you yourself really, really want this thing in question. You want to believe and yet the gnawing whisper is relentless.

So you go with it for awhile wondering if perhaps you are crazy. Are you not seeing what everyone else can see? Are you missing something? Is fear blinding you to what is really there? And then one day your inner voice drowns out everyone else’s and you make a decision and your peace returns.

Dating is never easy. I’m a hopeless romantic so I leap before I know all the facts. But I'm done, no more, I’ve learned my lesson, or lessons one on the heels of the other. It’s been a bumpy ride but I'm thankful for every moment of it.

My dream to meet a like minded man, a best friend who loves my child  and has the same morals and values as me and gives me butterflies is a worthwhile realistic dream, not a fantasy.  I’m happy walking my path with friends and Goom until my dream comes true. I would rather be alone than trying. 

I have learned so much. I am able to hear my inner voice and trust it. Because of this I am truly free.