this has never been my problem. my problem is unrequited love, or worse: loving, trusting, opening up, being vulnerable and then watching it fall apart.
the irony of this for me is that i am loved and know it. my fear is that a certain person, a certain feeling, is gone and all the good parts of that may never be filled inside me again. that makes me so damn sad.
stacey girl, you ask deep questions. i'm surprised i answer them.
Yes, just like green-eyed monster only in my teens. I got married at 20 after falling in love after setting eyes on my husband for the first time when I was 17
Yes, I have. But don't feel desperate. I've learned that what causes us such intense feelings of negativity and desperation and downness is usually not what's best for us. Though we may not see it, there is always something better right around the corner.
Nevine
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I think there are many emotions we lump together as "love." It seems like you are talking about different mixes of them.
Stacey, this is a great statement. Wow. Falling in love IS such a fearful thing when one has been incredibly hurt. (Like myself and you). But as I mentioned to someone earlier today....to love is to take a chance. When I love...I love fully and unconditionally. I do not ever want to regret NOT jumping in and falling in love if I feel I have found that perfect someone.
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the irony of this for me is that i am loved and know it. my fear is that a certain person, a certain feeling, is gone and all the good parts of that may never be filled inside me again. that makes me so damn sad.
stacey girl, you ask deep questions. i'm surprised i answer them.
xo
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Zuzana
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Nevine
It is easy to feel like that.
Love Renee xoxox
Many hugs!
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