between two worlds...

About a year ago I went to my friend John D. Riley’s Zero Point Energy Research facility to visit Max, one of the 13 crystal skulls (made famous by Indiana Jones). After my visit with Max, John had a “gathering” where we could have an experience with Max channeled through one of John’s radiant energy technologies that generates Zero Point Energy. By doing this John would magnify Max’s frequency. We also were given the opportunity to step into Trinity, another one of John’s creations. We would become the third column of Trinity, a doorway to our higher divine selves.

I entered the room and sat down on a piece of gemstone, (I can’t recall the name of it). I took a few deep breaths and closed my eyes. The facilitator turned on the machine and I was immediately transported into another world, walking with polar bears, swimming with dolphins, flying around the earth wrapping it in golden light, diving through the earth, all with the intention of saving it. I wanted it to go on forever. It was indescribable. But the machine switched off and I was back sitting in the room, speechless.

A few months later I had another opportunity to step into Trinity. This time I was at John’s studio with Mia and Lisa Renee for a small gathering with William Henry. It was the first time I had met Lisa Renee (Energetic Synthesis) and her knowledge and consciousness rattled me. I sat between Mia and Lisa, two extremely powerful women, feeling very small and ineffective.

In fact I felt so ineffective that when Mia introduced me as a single mom, I took offence. I wanted to be something more, a Galactic Emissary or something, not just a mom raising a kid on my own even though I was told I was raising a “crystal baby” it was not enough I wanted more. I wanted to heal people by being psychic or have some gift to save the world.

Lisa and Mia went into Trinity with Lisa acting as facilitator. I heard their laughter as I waited outside. When they came out they were giddy and goofy. Mia had received all sorts of interesting information. (Click here to read a about her experience)

Next it was my turn. I stepped in with John as my facilitator. I sat down ready to swim with the dolphins and visit the polar bears again but instead I sat in utter darkness, like a cave. I felt like I was doing something wrong that I wasn’t at a level of consciousness to have the same experience. I was disappointed.

John asked what I had experienced. “Nothing. It was dark like I was in a cave,” I said. I asked if he saw anything. “I saw a bridge over your head,” he answered. “Oh and Jesus says he loves you.” We both laughed because before I had sat down we had talked about Jesus. I didn’t understand the symbolism of the bridge at the time but I’m beginning to understand it more and more.

Sometimes I feel like I live in between two worlds. I live in a world of energy and light and then I live in another world that is dense. The dense world would be our 3rd dimensional world. The other world would be the 4th or 5th dimension. I believe part of my role is to be a bridge between these two “worlds” or dimensions. I realize this sounds crazy but that is the very reason why I’m writing this post because my blog can feel schizophrenic at times. One day I’m writing about craving love, relationship, sex (3rd dimension) and the next day I’m quoting a spiritual teacher or talking about healing modalities (4th and 5th dimension).

Before I had Goom, I was headed to Bali to teach yoga and write. I was checking out, falling of the grid. It didn’t look like I was going to get married or having kids anytime soon so I was going to runaway and live the life of a monk. Then I accidentally got pregnant and I found myself thrust into the mundane world full force. It shattered me but now that I’ve picked up the pieces I see this was an important part of my journey.

I wasn’t born a psychic or with any other gifts but through the years I’ve been able to access abilities I’ve always had, I just didn’t know it. We all have these gifts and if my blog can be a bridge to empowerment to these gifts than so be it. I write with love. I need no other purpose.